Listen. If you wanna be my close friend.. DON'T... .... I need communication. .... I need reassurance. .... I OVERTHINK. .... I have ANXIETY. .... So if you disappear for a week+ without a word.. I'm gonna worry that either you are dying/dead somewhere or you ghosted because you want nothing to do with me. I don't let myself get SUPER attached or close to people often. I'm friends with and kind to EVERYONE but not CLOSE and VULNERABLE with many. Please don't get involved with me if you can't communicate with me.