'I felt like a failure over the last 20 years,' Pamela Anderson ('Baywatch') reveals

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"I think, instead of trying to be this polished person, I'd rather be raw. One eye is smaller than the other, my nose is crooked, my lips are weird. Everyone is weird. Everyone has imperfections," Pamela Anderson said in a recent interview. For Alabama residents who remember Anderson from her iconic role on the hit television show Baywatch, this candid reflection marks a shift from the polished image many remember.

Despite the iconic red swimsuit that made her a household name in the ‘90s, Anderson wasn't always feeling so "red hot" after her time on Baywatch. The actress, who played the unforgettable C.J. Parker from 1992 to 1997, has since revealed that the years following her departure from the show were marked by deep personal struggles, including severe depression. RadarOnline.com reports that Anderson, like several of her co-stars, battled mental health issues for decades after her time in the spotlight.

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As one of the most recognizable faces in pop culture and a frequent cover model for Playboy, Anderson became a global temptress symbol during the height of her career. But while her fame soared, behind the scenes, she faced immense pressure. "I look at it now and it feels like I went from Baywatch to Broadway. I don't know what happened in between, it's all a big blur," Anderson admitted. "I am just happy to be here, in this moment, because I think I have had depression for a couple of decades."

The actress has always known she was capable of more, yet she acknowledged the duality of fame. "It’s great to be a part of pop culture, but it’s a blessing and a curse," she said, reflecting on her journey through Hollywood’s often harsh spotlight.

In addition to depression, Anderson opened up earlier this month about her past struggles with drug use, admitting that it almost led her down a similar tragic path as Amy Winehouse. After her turbulent marriage to Mötley Crüe drummer Tommy Lee, Anderson faced relentless tabloid scrutiny, which only worsened her mental and physical health. "I felt like a failure over the last 20 years," she revealed, though more recently she has embraced a journey of self-acceptance.

While recounting her darkest days, Anderson shared that depression doesn’t always pass quickly. "Sometimes, it’s not just a day – sometimes it’s a month, sometimes it’s a year, and sometimes it takes a little time. And you can also numb yourself out," she said, offering a glimpse into the resilience it took to find her peace.

For fans in Alabama, many of whom grew up watching Anderson on Baywatch, this honest portrayal of her battles with depression and self-image reveals a side of the actress far removed from her glossy persona of the '90s. Now, Anderson is focused on living authentically, flaws and all, proving that true strength comes from embracing every part of yourself.

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